Posted in podcast

Desperately Seeking Mislaid Eggs

Listen to an explicit podcast episode “Desperately Seeking Mislaid Eggs” — a narrated story from the Horror Podcast Vegas series. Most men would never want to endure a real-life experience such as losing their balls. Yet many men engage in sexual fantasies about castration. This episode is a deep dive…

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Posted in Hanging

Hanging Men by the Neck

I know that some guys do not like to see images of men being hanged. Yet, I also know that other guys do. This is for those other guys. Loading…

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Posted in Guest Blogger Post

The Mystery of the Swimming Pool Hitmen

Guest blogger post by 8hangman5. Back in the 1950’s crime fiction was published in hardcover with an illustrated dust jacket. Crime fiction books were an expensive item aimed at a particular market. Detective stories by comparison could be published as inexpensive magazines with lurid covers. There were very few suburban…

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Posted in 3D Digital Art

Conquests of the Pumpkin Emperor

Explore the Pumpkin Emperor Legacy “Pumpkin Emperor” is a narrated story in a podcast that is gory. An allegory. Is there something hidden–a moral or political meaning? Follow the origin story of a powerful emperor who has a face which is orange–the color of the pumpkin. Another in the Horror…

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Posted in 3D Digital Art Commissioned Work

By Request

Here is a special collection of new images I created as requested by a fan of mine on DeviantArt.

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Posted in Orgasm Face

Oh Face

Yes, we gay men are completely fascinated by what another man’s face looks like while he is having an orgasm.

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Posted in Gay

Are You Racist?

Here is one of the main characters from Baja Clavius: Moon Men Deep Inside. This character’s name is Thomas Burke. He is the director of the top-secret time travel agency situated on the moon beneath the crater Clavius. He is one of my main characters created for my original illustrated…

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Posted in Background

Behind-the-Scenes Secrets

You probably never thought the day would come when Madeira Desouza would show you behind-the-scenes secrets of 3D digital art. Well, here we go… All of what you see here today comes from practical, hands-on experience in creating digital art for more than a decade—not from time spent in school….

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Posted in Gay

Underground Artists Who Influenced Me

Continuously since 2007 I have been creating characters using digital art software to depict men in peril within the bara underground art genre. I was influenced by how others over time attempted to show what they considered to be an ideal man. Here you can get an excellent historical perspective…

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Posted in Vulnerable

He is Vulnerable

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Posted in Men Fucking Men Sequential Art (as in Comics)

Masculine and Submissive

Masculine and Submissive:  We easily tend to think that a masculine man automatically is going to be a dominant sex partner. But, this is just another worn-out gay stereotype. A man who has big hands and feet, a very generous endowment, and muscles is a joy to see. Yet, none of…

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Posted in Cowboys

Whatcha Gonna Do With a Cowboy?

The classic 1992 Chris LeDoux song asks the musical question: whatcha gonna do with a cowboy? I feel qualified to provide one answer. So, here we go… My job is to create custom built masculine men. Fictional characters, that is. Not real human beings. They exist for a gay adult…

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Posted in Forced to Fuck

Unwilling Fucking

Of course, if we abide abide with laws and the various unwritten rules of fair play in civilized societies, we can agree that forcing someone to have sex against their will goes against the prevailing moral codes. This website is about stepping into a free zone where you can fantasize,…

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Posted in Favorite Images

Favorite Images from Previous Years

Yes, I do have favorite images that I created as an artist. Here are some from previous years that I find more personally enjoyable than others: — Why I consider this one of my favorites is that it depicts the power and innocence of cowboys shooting simultaneously. This comes from…

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Posted in Men's Death Fetish

Men’s Death Images Fetish

Widely known (but often vehemently criticized) is the fetish for men’s death images.

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